Friday, January 06, 2006 Y 9:15 PM
erm dunno wat 2 update la actually lor... jus tat i m kind of worried abt mi de a maths de qualifyin lor... wat if i fail den hw lei? i dunno la if i fail i'm gone le... i cnt drop de lor a maths... recently i'm been treatin sum1 face 2 face quite coldly lor... lyk c tis person i tak it as i dunno tis person or nv c tis person lor... dunno whether e person noe ma... haha... i can chat wif u on msn on sms but nt face 2 face... but den i will b lyk tat is coz tat tis person dun treat mi as imp as any other of e frenz... wat do u tak mi 4? huh? mi dun wan 2 fight wif u or watever lor... i jus hope tat when 1dae i m nt dere 2 care 4 u den u realize it den is 2 late le ba... is nt tat i c myself so highly but den ai ya i dunno la... watever e case is rite erm jus hope tat we can b gd frenz again lyk in e past lor... i miss chattin wif u... erm abt HIM ar... jus hope tat i can get over HIM lor... or a miracle will jus happen lor... he will cum back 2 mi... but i noe it myself tat is nt possible lor... but wat 2 do... ever since 10sept i hav nv seen him again le... wan ask him go watch movie he oso dun wan... he sae tings tat i dun understand oni he noes n dun wan 2 sae... but i roughly noe wat he wan 2 sae lor... i miss u lor... y we r nt possible le lei... y we cnt b 2gether... e reason u gav mi... izit fair 2 mi ma? i really dunno wat u r tinkin abt... hope 2 c u soon but when i c u plz dun avoid mi... i will b veri sad de if u do so... when we meet up can dun try 2 treat mi lyk a stranger? u is 1 i lyk e longest treasure e most... waited so long... after 3 yrs we 2gether but go again lor... r we fated 2 b lyk tat? wo men zhen de shi you yuan wu fen ma? ai yi ge ren zhen bu rong yi... fang qi yi ge ren geng bu rong yi... wat 2 do... 4get him... wait 4 miracle? ai yo... let nature tak course ba! zou yi bu suan yi bu lor... i still rmb tis phrase... do u? u sae tis phrase 2 mi... i always mak fun of u wif tis phrase de... rmb? haha... kind of miss those times we had when we chat 4 abt 2-3hrs on e fone... ppl find it unbelieveable when they noe i chatted wif HIM they were shocked... haha... i miss u... 114daes... u left mi memories frm 1sept-14sept... thanks 4 all tis tat u hav left 4 mi... thanks 4 bein part of mi life n left mi sweet n enjoyable memories... really veri thankful of tat... all e tings u hav done 4 mi durin tat time... u really treated mi veri well... qian jiu rang wo heng dou... u r really veri gd 2 mi... u r a nice guy... but u dunno urself... after all tink is fated ba we cnt b 2gether... we cnt b wif each other durin bdaes n valentine's dae hor... memories r all tat were left 4 mi... they r sweet but sad... tink of it will smile wif tears flowin dwn mi cheeks... tink of u wif a smile... but noein tat i will nv hav u back in mi life le... cryin when i dreamt of u cumin back 2 mi when wake up havin 2 face reality... jus hope tat mi de wish will cum true which is u will cum back 2 mi lor... anyway goin 2 try mi best 2 4get... k?left her words here
