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Monday, September 24, 2007 Y 11:07 PM


hahas sumhw veri long no blog liao hor.. abit nt use 2 it lor.. hahas.. 4daes no blog liao.. i noe dere r ppl missin my bloggin rite.. wahaha.. it's already 2mths le hor.. hahas.. sumhw wonderin time passes fast or slow lor.. hahas.. anyway i havent finish watchin my lucky star yet lor.. sian.. still gt a long way 2 go man.. still gt abt 10 episodes 2 go sia.. hw finish la lyk tis.. really cant wait 2 watch lor.. my skin starts 2 peel lyk nobody business lor.. wat e hell peel 2 layers lei.. i had been shedin alotz of skin lor.. goin 2 turn in2 a snake soon le la.. sobz.. anyway tok abt 2dae.. gt work lor.. guess wat early mornin rain.. so nice weather 2 slp but my boy jus cant get 2 slp lor.. sobz i so sad abt it.. pity my boy lor.. den nearly late 4 work lor coz mrt oso gt jam sia.. mrt jam lei.. nv heard of it b4 man.. diaos.. jus cant believe it lor.. den hor.. i hate 2 squeeze wif ppl on mrt de lor.. u can really c ugly habits of e sporeans sia.. n i hate it alotz lor.. sobz.. so damn inconsiderate de lor.. sianz.. den reach marina bought a harshbrown as breakfast lor.. coz abit hungry ar.. hahas.. =) den started work by cleanin e dine-in area.. veri tirin lor.. imgaine cleanin all e tables n chairs mop e floor sweep e floor everyting all by urself n nd 2 clean tis n tat.. piang.. damn tired lor by den.. open shop at abt 11+.. den went 2 run errand agn.. hahas.. tirin lor.. buy stuff den go buy makan lor.. ya den nth much la learn 2 mak coffee lor.. den was told tat goin 2 hav cutlery test 2 increase pay when i'm ready lor.. hahas.. pay increment lei.. hahas.. k la shall stop here.. wanna go watch my lucky star liao le.. =) nitex n tak care la.. BTW TML IS LOKE GUAN YI BDAE LA.. jus wanna wish her a veri happy bdae la.. =) tak care ger n stay happy always hor.. my best buddy lor.. 17 liao le dun b lyk a little ger lor.. hahas.. stay happy no matter wat ya.. =)
sumhw i kind of feel abit stress when i'm wif u.. u will get emo frm time 2 time de lor.. askin u wat happen u oso dun wanna sae.. u noe i feel so.. guilty n sad ma.. it's mak mi feel tat i dunno u well enuff lor.. mayb tat's e truth but sumhw i tink i noe u a fair bit ba huh.. i mean u dun wan mi 2 noe coz u hav ur own reasons but do u noe hw i feel ma.. i dunno la.. i jus dunno wat had got over u these few daes lor.. i'm worried.. is lyk 1 moment u r so nice nxt moment u change face.. i dunno wat 2 do wif u la.. i mean when i'm sad or wat u surely wanna noe de rite.. wat mak u tink i'm nt.. anyway i hope tat dere's no pro wif us.. mayb dere's nth wrong wif u.. mayb e wrong 1 is mi n pro mainly lies in mi ba.. i dunno la.. i hope everyting goes well lor.. sobz.. dun wanna lose u la..

*muackz*
*hope u understand mi*
*luv u so much*
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Thursday, September 20, 2007 Y 11:44 PM


sianz 2dae went work.. wif my burns nt recovered fully lor.. arm areas still veri pain lor.. but bo bian still hav 2 go work lor.. didnt get 2 eat breakfast lor.. hahas.. coz i left hse damn late.. hahas.. anyway i went 2 work 2dae i learn alotz of tings wor.. lyk dippin e sundae bowl.. (eh dunno spell correct ma..=D) den i oso learn hw 2 mak coffee lor.. hahas.. nt oni tat i learn hw 2 scoop ice cream lei.. hahas.. so happy. lor learnt so many stuff 2dae.. worked till 4 oni lor.. hahas.. wkends cumin.. sianz.. will b damn bz.. so wun b bloggin on wkends lor.. hahas.. =) coz by den will b 2 tired liao le.. hahas.. n nt much mood 2 blog lor.. anyway i m veri in2 e my lucky star nw so dun really feel lyk bloggin lor.. hahas.. damn nice man tat show.. it's lyk so omg la.. ai yo.. mak mi feel so touched n feel lyk cryin la.. ai yo.. so sad man e story.. i wanna watch more but buff den slow la e net.. sianz.. sumtimes really wonder y a couple really luv each other but bcoz of sum 3rd party hav 2 break lor.. sad la tat show.. so ke lian.. dun care i dun hav e heart 2 blog liao.. hahas.. i wanna go watch e show.. hahas.. bye la every1.. tak care ya.. =)

*havin u arnd is a blessin*
*muackz*
*luv u so much*
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007 Y 10:23 PM


sry 4 nt bloggin these few daes lor.. coz that past few daes was damn tired coz of work sick n SUNBURNS.. sobz.. burns till damn pain la.. i lyk cooked lobster lyk tat.. damn red la.. till my skin feel lyk tearin apart liao lor.. *pains* ya shall account abt ytd.. hahas.. ytd went sentosa lor.. wif guanyi daryl irene weijian nicholas aaron lor.. hahas.. went 2 sun tannin.. aaron gt real tan man.. damn dark la him.. lyk indian lor.. hahas.. den his 1st attempt he damn stupid sia.. he put on his specs 2 suntan.. den gt e specs mark.. hahas.. den told him 23 remove e specs 2 tan e white part more evenly lor.. den hahas.. gt damn dark la.. =) den i oso go tan den lazy 2 put sunblock so in e end gt burns n gt scolded by my mum n my boy.. sobz.. sad la.. den ya abt 12+ 1 lyk tat slack abit la.. nt under e sun of coz.. den chit chat abit lor.. hahas.. den e guys wanna wait 4 dominic 2 cum lor.. so wait till abt 2+ 3 den go wash up.. den i realised i was so damn badly burned lor.. sobz.. den e guys wanna go sakae lor.. den jus follow lor.. shld b at abt 4+ i guess.. sianz man.. went sakae 4 lyk 3 daes in a mth liao lei.. n i went sakae AGN 2dae.. tat'll b 4 times in a mth n 2 times in a row liao lor.. sobz.. but is accompany my boy 2 go eat lor 2dae.. if nt he sae i bias lor nv go eat wif him oni go eat wif my frenz lor.. hahas.. ok la.. den back 2 ytd.. aft sakae which was lyk abt 5+ we went 4 skyride.. hahas.. den went 2 ride e luge.. damn fun la.. we went 2 hav 3 rides la.. hahas.. really enjoyed it man.. hahas.. at 1st i'm so scared of e skyride la.. coz damn freakin HIGH la.. den summore i wear slippers lor..(in fact EVERY1 wore slippers) den i was so scare my slippers drop la.. so i wear it damn tightly la n didnt dare 2 relax my feet lor.. hahas.. so silly mi.. den e 2nd rnd i took off my slippers lor.. hahas.. feel so much secure n relax la.. hahas.. ya den e luge was lyk damn fun la.. hahas.. really played my heart out lor.. ya aft tat we headed out of sentosa lor.. n e guys wanna go vivo so go dere walk walk.. by den my burns r really hurtin lyk hell man.. really in pain lor.. sobz.. actually wanna but aloe vera gel de but neo sae dun buy coz he hav so nv buy lor.. hahas.. anyway tat's nt impt lor.. hahas.. aft tat we all tak mrt.. jus tat gy nicholas aaron n dominic took nel all e way back n mi neo irene n weijian change 2 e red line.. (4gt wat's e line called) =) den was veri packed as usual.. den tok lor all e way.. when alightin tat time freak man dunno y so kan chiong dunno scare ltr e train go liao rushed in b4 ppl can alight la.. tot boardin ppl SHLD let alightin ppl 2 ALIGHT 1ST HUH? wth man.. so incivilised de lor.. den brush against my burns la.. damn pain lor.. piang.. k la den went hm.. didnt tak dinner coz veri full.. hahas.. ya den nth much liao oni veri diff 2 slp lor at nite coz of e burns.. den 2dae.. i was practically limpin all e way la.. my left lap de skin feel lyk tearin apart lor.. sobz.. veri pain.. b4 e show we went 2 hav cheese cake lor.. hahas ok la nt tat bad oni veri cheesy lor.. den watched no reservation wif my boy.. ok la e show nt tat nice.. abit sian lor.. coz we ate aft e show so my boy was lyk complanin abt hungry durin e show lor.. hahas.. of coz go eat sakae lor 2dae.. hahas.. aft tat nth much liao lor.. went hm by bus.. hahas.. tat's abt it lor 2dae.. i'm sry my boy if i had made u unhappy lor.. sobz.. i'm so sry.. but plz do noe tat i luv u.. =) muackz.. nitex n tak care la every1.. =D i wanna buy my lucky star de vcd la.. sobz.. but it's so ex man.. i nd a pair of sneakers 2.. many many wants la mi.. =)

*u r impt 2 mi*
*i luv u*
*muackz*
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Friday, September 14, 2007 Y 10:56 PM


sry didnt blog ytd.. coz 2 tired le.. coz i'm workin lor.. ya i'm workin at marina square de andersens ice cream lor.. hahas.. ya.. it's bcoz is f&b so was damn tirin.. close shop at 10 de but clean up dao lai was lyk 1045 lor.. sobz.. i wan buy e osim de usqueeze la.. legs damn tired lor.. sobz.. anyway i 2dae rotted at hm n watched my lucky star.. damn nice.. hahas.. as 4 my results.. it sucks alotz la.. sobz.. didnt do veri well.. sian.. i dunno la.. i was so damn disappointed wif myself abt eg1 lor.. didnt do tat well as i expect it 2 b lor.. sobz.. ya.. n i'm happy 2dae coz MY DEAR BOY IS CUMIN BACK LA TML.. wahaha.. so damn happy.. i miss him so much lor.. is lyk aft 11daes nv c him liao lei.. finally can go out wif him agn le.. =) hahas.. so happy so glad so excited 2 c him lor.. missin him real lotz.. hahas.. gt no heart 2 blog la coz i wanna watch fang yang de xing xing lor.. damn nice la e show.. =) if i can i wan buy e dvd la.. hahas.. tml i wan go shoppin la.. hahas.. suppose 2 work but tell boss sae gt smth on.. hahas.. sun workin agn.. frm 2-10.. damn tired lei.. dunno can tahan tat long ant lor.. sobz.. hopefully can ba.. sianz.. my boy ask mi slp early coz he sae he wanna tok 2 mi e moment he's back lor.. hahas.. so i beta faster finish watchin my lucky star den go orh orh liao lor.. hahas.. =) anyway cant wait 2 c him liao la.. hahas.. k la shall end here le.. nitex.. n tak care la every1.. hahas..

*finally u cumin back le*
*muackz*
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007 Y 11:02 PM


2dae woke up freakin early la.. jus 2 go andersens 4 interview la.. gy accompany mi lor.. so nice of her hor.. is nt even interview lor.. jus go dwn hear her tok abt pay.. sianz.. tat winnie cnt go dwn coz gt smth on.. but den she oso dun wan work liao le.. coz mus work on wkends.. i oso dun wan de lor but bo bian ma.. ai ya watever la.. if dun suit den quit la.. so troubled over it lor mi nw.. freak la.. den ltr walk arnd 4 awhile wait 4 neo cum.. hahas guess wat 2dae we had 4 lunch 2dae? had sakae sushi agn.. wahaha.. den aft tat went 2 suntec lor.. hahas.. wif neo arnd we go toy 'r' us AGN.. hahas.. den aft tat walk arnd tat 'playgrnd' at suntec which is a shoppin arcade lor.. hahas.. ya bought sweets tat costs lyk $7.25 lor.. hahas.. den went 2 play arcade lor.. hahas.. play daytona n mario racin.. hahas.. i lost both rnds la.. stupid man.. so dumb.. humph.. i m feelin veri angry nw.. dunno y feel so angry nw lor.. sobz.. ya aft playin went 2 walk arnd carrefour lor.. hahas.. den play deal or no deal tat electronic game lor.. hahas.. in e end i lost la.. perhaps wat daryl sae was true.. i gt no luck lor 2dae.. hahas.. den ya went 2 tak bus.. n guess wat.. we waited 4 lyk almost half an hr gt no bus.. no actually tat bus service starts at oni 7pm la.. wth man.. wait so long n waited 4 nth.. but we tok all e while doin catchin up so is ok la.. hahas.. =) den went 2 tat far east flower shop dere coz gy wanna go dere seek 4 job.. in e end cnt.. hahas.. den catch another bus hm den go back hm lor.. didnt even bother 2 sae anyting nw coz nt in e mood.. sianz.. perhaps mayb i really dun lyk tat job huh? sianz..my dear boy i nd u nw.. sobz.. 3 more daes den u will cum back lor.. sobz.. hope tat e 3daes will faster go away la.. i really miss him nw.. my boy.. dun worry so much abt mi ya.. muackz.. nw i oso worry abt results.. tat's mak double worry lor.. sobz.. 2dae really is a bad dae la.. sobz.. ='( shall faster go slp n let tis horrible dae jus go lor.. sobz.. k la shall end here ba.. nitex.. n tak care la.. =)

*3 more horrible daes 2 go*
*muackz*
*misses u alotz*
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007 Y 10:43 PM


2dae is veri fun la.. hahas.. went out 2 meet daryl shipei n winnie lor.. hahas.. den went hougang aft tat went vivo lor.. went harbourfront centre dere go eat sakae sushi lor.. hahas.. so fun la.. =) aft tat went vivo den as usual daryl wanna go toys 'r' us lor.. so we went dere n play.. hahas.. we lyk sun kids tat dun hav childhood memories de lor.. hahas.. went 2 play wif a toy called e air cannon lor.. freak man.. daryl use tat kind den fire air bombs at us la.. e impact kinda big lor.. kana shocked.. hahas.. den mi shipei winnie bu fu qi oso wanna revenge lor.. hahas.. den mak daryl.. den he noe e feelin of bein bombed by an air bomb la.. wahaha.. den went over 2 play wif styofoam swords n hammar? hahas.. we fought wif it.. 3gers vs 1 BOY.. hahas.. it was lyk damn malu la.. gt 1 guy walk past us was lyk feelin us a 'wat e hell u guys doin man' e face lor.. hahas.. den we wait 4 him 2 go den continue fightin la.. hahas.. den play wif balls liao went 2 animal alley dere play wif stuff toys.. hahas.. den gt 1 monkey wif super long arms n legs de.. den i hung it arnd daryl lor.. den daryl was lyk playin wif stuff toys by doin sum.. 'ahem' poses lor.. wth man.. hahas.. den oso he use e spongebob puppet 2 cover a bear's head lor.. hahas.. 2 mak it bcum spongebear.. new creation.. hahas.. ok la den aft tat do abit shoppin arnd lor.. hahas.. den aft tat daryl n shipei go back liao mi n winnie walk arnd 2 look 4 jobs lor.. hahas.. we filled in 3 forms 2dae.. n i'm lyk suppose 2 go dwn 2 andersen ice cream 4 interview at 11 am man.. i heard e time i was lyk wth man.. so damn freakin early la.. but bo bian la.. sobz.. hav e wake up at 915am tml lor.. sianz.. ya mi n winnie had fondue at andersen lor.. hahas.. den ltr part of our fondue dere's these 2 guys hor.. cum in n sat beside us.. n they were lyk damn weird la.. keep lookin at us de.. winnie was lyk abit piss lor coz they keep starin at us lyk we r sum kind of freaks or watever lor.. den i oso dunno wat 2 sae 2 winnie lor.. so i faster faster finish up e fondue n go lor.. 4 more daes den i can c him agn le.. yeah.. 4 daes sae long nt long sae short oso nt short.. sobz.. sian interview lei.. so freakin early summore sia.. ok la my dear boy faster cum back la.. miss u so much lor.. anyway till nw i still dun believe tat mint will kill sperm counts lor.. hahas.. really meh huh.. k la gtg email my boy liao le.. bye n tak care la.. muackz.. =D luv u my boy..
*4 more daes b4 he cum back lor*
*muackz*
*missin u so much*


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Monday, September 10, 2007 Y 11:05 PM


hahas 2dae was really damn borin la.. slp oni at 3am+ jus 2 finish tat harry potter bk lor.. anyway I MANAGE 2 FINISH TAT BK YA.. hahas.. so happy wif myself lor.. hahas.. bcoz slp veri late den i woke up oso freakin late.. guess is e latest i ever woke up so far.. nearly 1pm lor.. guess slp 2 much liao den gt headache lor.. hahas.. but nvm la awhile den ok le.. aft tat go brush teeth everyting done liao switched on my com lor.. coz i noe my boy gt email mi lor so i go online check la.. indeed he did email mi lor.. so happy.. =D really happy 2 receive his emails lor.. coz emailin seems 2 b e oni way of communication btw mi n him nw le.. sobz.. use 2 b on fone 4 hrs n hrs lor.. but nw.. nt even more den a min.. so far we r oni on fone 4 abt 2mins nia.. sobz.. really cant wait 4 my boy 2 faster cum back lor.. nvm when he cum back i'll mak sure he will tok 2 mi on e fone 4 many many hrs lor.. 2 pay back all e hrs we had nt tok 4 these 11daes lor.. sobz.. wonder is he doin well over dere ant lor.. i really dun hav any slightest idea of wat he's doin man.. sobz.. really miss him alotz la.. but at least nw oni left 5 more daes b4 he cum back.. so glad la.. half of his trip was over le.. my boy sae he gt alotz of surprises 4 mi lei.. hahas.. cant wait 2 noe wat surprises he brought back 4 mi lor.. i tink i shld oso hav surprises 4 him lor.. hahas but wat shld i do 4 him? sianz.. nvm i still gt 5daes 2 tink lor.. wahaha.. =) my boy i'm tinkin of u lor.. sobz.. ya aft checkin of emails i went 2 bathe n eat den went out 2 meet gd fren at tpy as he tell mi abt his job lor.. ya.. sat at e company dere hear them tok 4 abt nearly 2hrs lor.. hahas.. ok la i heard alotz of tings.. understood wat they r tokin.. but sumhw it jus didnt seems 2 suit mi lor tat job.. sobz.. guess hav 2 disappoint gd fren liao.. sobz.. sry lei gd fren.. den aft tat i went 2 j8 rot abit la.. c gt any ideas wat 2 get 4 my boy as surprise lor.. but dere's nth much in j8 lor as usual.. sobz.. my boy ar i really miss u la.. another borin dae doin nth lor.. sobz.. i nd a job la!!! where 2 find huh.. nd 2 job hunt veri soon le.. hahas.. anyway shall end here lor.. boy noe u will read my blog.. tak care of urself ya.. muackz.. luv u so much.. =D

*miss u terribly lor*
*5 more boring daes 2 go*
*life is so borin wif out*
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Sunday, September 09, 2007 Y 11:13 PM


hahas i jus completed my fren quiz.. so ppl go tak it ba.. so far my lao ma winnie kang took it n scored 80 marks sia.. nt bad huh.. =) hahas anyway my boy called mi 2dae lor.. n same oni tok 4 a min 2 tell mi veri impt stuff lor.. i miss his voice man.. suddenly den realise tat i had nt been tokin 2 him on e fone 4 quite long liao lor.. sobz.. anyway sry 2dae no foto 2 upload hor my boy.. i miss my boy.. anyway i goin 2 finish my harry potter bk liao lor.. hahas.. last quarter of e bk liao.. hahas.. tml goin 2 meet gd fren go his workplace dere c c lor.. ok la dunno will lyk it ant lor.. hahas.. sianz.. 2dae didnt do much la.. oni chiong e harry potter bk lor.. hahas i nv chiong bk lyk tat b4 lei.. nt even 4 my exams lor.. haahs.. sianz.. manage 2 read so much in a dae lor.. hahas.. oni 5daes dwn nia.. still gt 6 long n borin daes 2 live.. ai yo.. y izit lyk so damn freakin long huh e daes.. ai yo.. when i finish readin tat harry potter bk ar.. i seriously gt nth 2 do liao la.. still huntin a job.. ai yo.. my boy.. faster cum back will u.. sumhw i was readin my past entries.. den i realise tat i was so sentimental lor.. n i realise tat i can cum up wif so meaninful phrases la.. hahas.. i tink those tings oni cum 2 mi when i m seriously damn sad la.. hahas.. ai yo.. really nth 2 do durin holidaes man.. bored.. my dear boy faster cum back faster tok 2 mi lor.. sobz.. i miss u.. k la shall end here.. den go email my dear boy lor.. hahas.. =) bye.. nite..

*6 more long daes 2 go*
*missin u alotz*
*muaackz*
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Y 12:23 AM


2dae cum blog abit late lor.. hahas.. was typin an email 2 my dear boy.. a veri long 1 sia.. hahas.. ytd was 4daes dwn n nw 5daes dwn le.. so tat means 6 more daes b4 he cum back lor.. wahaha.. so happy la.. ok la so ytd i pig till lyk damn late la.. arnd 1235pm lyk tat den wake up lor.. hahas.. despite my mummy n daddy cum wake mi la.. hahas.. den i pei my mumy go food fair at suntec lor coz she wanna go de.. hahas i so gd ger pei her go lor.. stupid la dere was lyk so crowded lor.. n ppl was lyk so damn typical lor.. pushin here n dere.. i damn fed up la.. till 1 period of time i jus feel lyk pushin my way thru dun even feel lyk givin a damn 2 hu were arnd mi.. even if they were elderly i oso dun care.. smack them la.. stupid.. elderly they themselves pushin mi la.. wth man.. so old liao still so kiasu n push push push.. ltr ppl push them dwn den complain.. wat e heck man.. shit them la.. was so angry la.. nxt time i shall b smart n nt brin such a BIG bag 2 crowded places lyk dunno wat fairs lor.. damn it man.. really veri sickenin de lor.. sum even tat typical la.. gt free samples squeeze all e way in jus 2 get e free sample lor.. dumb la.. jus push lei.. i was damn angry la.. push n push nia.. lyk it was their tuff lor.. idiot la.. hahas.. den i wan 2 buy a newbie tee den she buy 4 mi sia.. gd lei.. hahas tat's e advantage of goin out wif mummy la.. =) den sumhw didnt had a nice meal lor.. ate korean maggie mee wif mummy lor.. sianz.. ltr i'm goin 2 rot at hm la.. wahaha.. i'm bored la nw.. sianz tink i will go read my harry potter bk aft tis entry ba.. hahas.. i'm lyk halfway thru e bk liao lor.. hahas.. feelin so pleased wif myself la.. hahas.. =D den i will lyk upload a foto up these few daes till my boy cum back lor.. jus 2 let him noe tat i'm alrite.. =) i'm missin u badly.. sobz.. faster cum back ba.. jus nw when i was readin e emails tat my boy send mi hor.. i was lyk smilin la.. so happy tat i receive his mail lor.. coz 2daes didnt really heard frm him lor.. den he 1 shot send mi 2 mails 2 sumhw 'pay back' lor.. hahas.. i'm so happy 2 receive tat la.. my boy is lyk practically shoppin everydae lor nw.. wonder is he enjoyin his trip so far.. he told mi he's veri happy lor.. i'm happy 4 him la.. =D aft all i had quite an angry dae but sumhw my boy de emails cheer mi up lor.. hahas.. thanks la.. muackz.. k la shall jus end here le lor.. hands veri tired le.. hav been typin 4 lyk 43mins or so liao lor.. hahas.. nitex.. n tak care la my boy.. i jus hope tat these 6daes will jus pass veri quickly lor.. =) u r terribly missed la my boy!!! ='(

*6 more long n boring daes wifout u*
*u had bcum part of my life le*
*muackz*
*hope u can cum back real soon*
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Friday, September 07, 2007 Y 11:03 PM


hahas 2dae went out wif stupid uncle cum chicken wifout backside la.. hahas.. stupid la he was late la.. dumb.. but thanks 2 uncle all my expenses of e dae was paid by him lor.. thanks uncle.. it was suppose 2 b 4 my bdae la.. =D anyway we went 2 eat fish&co lor.. hahas den he wan 2 play pool den we go play lor.. hahas.. in e end i oni won 2 games n a gg(gg coz i shot in e black ball in b4 other ball by ACCIDENT DE OK.. i'm nt so dumb lor..)anyway all e shots r tyco de.. i won 1 game coz uncle de black ball went in liao den e white ball oso went in aft 1 big rnd of rollin lor.. hahas.. anyway i enjoyed e games la although i lost so many games.. wahaha.. my shots were nt bad ok.. i did clear e table lor 4 my part.. we played 4 abt 2hrs lor.. den aft tat went back but b4 tat we walked past S&K lor den uncle wanna c pants den went in n he bought a pair of pants tat hav 3 styles of wearin.. cool huh.. hahas.. aft tat went 2 wait 4 bus.. sian lor quite crowded sia e stupid bus.. but aft tat change bus beta liao.. gt seats 2 sit summore lei.. hehes.. tat stupid uncle abuse mi lor.. sobz.. noe tat i veri fair skin liao.. grab mi so hard den gt red marks la.. sobz.. so i pinch him at his chest dere.. hahas.. gt my revenge back la.. but watever e case is i called him chicken wifout backside lor.. wahaha.. =) so funny la.. i dun wan 2 b pig i wan b lobster la.. more ex n more valuable den pig lor.. wahaha.. den i cum hm lor.. ya den feel lyk takin fotos so took fotos liao n uploaded a few of them up lor.. hahas can oso b proof 2 my dear boy tat i'm veri well in spore la.. coz ytd nt feelin tat well but 2dae beta liao so dun nd 2 worry hor my dear boy.. i'm missin u badly la.. sobz.. 8 more daes 2 go b4 i can c u la.. i didnt cry so much already so dun nd 2 b sad ya.. n i didnt really hear much frm u ytd lor coz u cnt use internet sia.. sobz.. but tat's ok de lor.. anyway hope tat these 8daes will pass veri quickly lor.. hahas.. n btw i read till chapt 11 of e harry potter liao lor.. wahaha.. i'll try 2 finish it in 8daes time ya.. jus in time when u cum back lor.. muackz.. luv u.. tak gd care of urself ar my boy..

*8 more long n boring daes 2 go*
*muackz*
*faster cum back la*
*miss havin u by mi side*


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Thursday, September 06, 2007 Y 9:18 PM


o man i'm lyk so damn suai la 2dae.. gt flu liao nw den hav headache lor due 2 e long bus rides.. coz i hav motion sickness.. damn it la.. ='( nw here i m feelin veri uncomfortable la.. but i mus blog de lor.. let my dear boy noe wat goin on 2 mi in spore lor.. hahas.. coz i'm nt feelin tat well n i scare he will worry 4 mi lei.. anyway dun worry ya.. i promise u i'll tak veri gd care of myself de ok.. jus hav fun lor.. runny nose.. sobz.. practically feel lyk dyin.. gt a feelin tat i'm goin 2 b sick agn lor.. sobz.. startin 2 hav cough liao lor.. feelin sick le.. die la.. my dear boy dun worry so much ya.. u jus enjoy ur trip can liao.. i can assure u tat nth will happen 2 mi ok my dear.. =D 2dae went out wif gy lor.. hahas.. had chicken rice at e far east dere.. hahas coz damn long nv eat dere liao so decided 2 go dere hav lunch lor.. hahas.. den aft tat went 2 hav a drink.. mango lingo.. hahas.. i had it 2daes in a row la.. wahaha.. den we sat dwn n chit chatted.. hahas.. aft a few daes we 2 seriously hav a lot of catchin up 2 do lor.. we tok really alot man.. den aft e drink decided 2 walk arnd n do shoppin.. hahas.. den she bought a pair of shoes lor.. den i oso saw a pair la.. but no bigger sizes le.. hahas.. so i decided 2 walk 2 heeren dere lor.. ya.. den they oso dun hav bigger sizes lor but den e person offer 2 check stock 4 mi n luckily still gt 1 more pair left at amk lor.. hahas.. so happy la.. but 1 ting is tat e $10 is meant 4 top up but den ar.. hahas went 2 e pair of shoes liao lor.. hahas.. anyway i lyk e shoes can liao la.. hu cares.. =D i feelin kind of feverish lor.. k gd fren ask mi go work at his workplace lor.. dunno hw izit lyk but decided 2 go n c c 4 myself lor.. den decide wanna work dere ant lor.. sian till nw still cnt find lor if gd fren tat 1 i oso dun wan.. sobz.. i feelin really sick lyk tat la.. sobz wat's wrong man.. y my immune system so weak de meh huh.. sobz..wat e hell sia.. hope tat i will feel beta lor by tml if nt my dear boy will worry 4 mi de lor.. hahas.. k la my boy i go off liao la.. shall end here lor.. bye tak care.. muackz.. missin u la.. =( 2daes dwn le.. left 9 more daes le.. hope those 9daes will pass veri quickly lor.. sianz.. waitin 4 u 2 cum back la.. in another 9 more daes ok.. hahas.. tak care n rest well veri imptly hor.. =D u r missed terribly la.. ='(

*muackz*
*nt use 2 nt havin u by my side*
*9 more long n borin daes 2 go*
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Wednesday, September 05, 2007 Y 10:50 PM


sobz.. i miss u so much la.. ='( is lyk oni 1dae nia lei.. perhaps is jus e fact tat u r nt in spore wif mi.. if u r in spore i tink i wun b lyk tis lor.. hahas.. ya had a min of tok wif him.. hahas.. so rush lor e tok.. sianz.. he call mi saein tat he's in germany gonin back switzerland lor.. it always use 2 b hrs n hrs of tok everydae but bcoz he's in europe we can oni tok 4 a min lor.. bo bian.. dun even noe if can tok everydae a min ant.. sry la i veri greddy de lor.. but den hor e fone bill will xplode sia.. hahas.. i dun even dare 2 msg him sia.. coz neo sae tat a msg 2 europe cost 60cents lor.. wa so ex sia.. rite nw is lyk 1053pm in spore n is lyk 4+pm over at europe lor.. sianz.. at least is already 1dae dwn le.. left 10 more daes den i can c him.. i'm missin u REAL lot la.. ai yo.. at hm when i tink of u i feel lyk cryin.. outside i'm occupy so nt tat bad lor.. tian ar.. y lyk tat la.. anyway i went out wif neo n shipei 2dae lor.. coz shipei wanna buy HSM stuff lor so went 2 ps.. hahas.. den ps nth much 2 walk liao went 2 far east lor.. den neo bought a tie frm 77th street n a small waist pouch frm zinc.. hahas.. i 2dae gd ger lor nv buy anyting lor.. hahas.. so gt save la.. tml goin out shoppin wif gy sia.. hahas.. dunno go where shop la.. i veri sick of spore shoppin liao.. or shld i sae tat i'm sick of town liao.. hahas.. practically goin 2 town ALMOST EVERY single dae sia.. hahas.. coz my holidaes started damn early lor.. sianz.. i'm bored!!! everydae cum online but nobody online 2 tok lei.. ai yo.. dunno la.. I'M BORED LA!!! anyway i seriously nd a job la.. i nd money.. shoppin might nt b e ting i wan 2 do everydae lor.. nw i jus wan 2 b wif him.. hahas.. i actually ask him nt 2 go ytd lor when he was on e plane n abt 2 fly off lor.. hahas silly mi.. tis shows tat when ppl really desperate.. can do anyting de wor.. hahas.. i actually really dun wan him 2 go de lor.. coz i dun bear 2 let him go.. n i cried lor.. hahas silly mi.. =D k la i tink it's enuff 4 2dae liao lor.. hahas.. nitex n tak care la.. i miss u alotz la.. sobz.. faster cum back la u.. humph..

*10 more long n borin daes 2 go*
*muackz*
*missin u damn lotz la*
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007 Y 10:48 PM


2dae he flyin off liao lor.. sobz.. goin 2 miss him lyk crazy lor.. sianz.. 11 long borin lifeless daes goin 2 approach mi liao lor.. he at airport liao le.. sobz.. i'm veri sian.. but i hope tat i can past my daes wifout him wif e help of e harry potter bk la.. =D but seriously i'll b veri bored la.. even nw noein he's nt dere 4 mi nw.. sobz.. 2dae had fun wif him.. i bought him a tee 4 let him brin over 2 europe lor.. hahas.. den we go makan lunch lor.. hahas.. we had seoul garden lei.. hahas.. cool.. but tat meal was lyk so fillin la.. we went 2 e marina square tat seoul garden lor.. ya we ate 4 abt an hr close 2 2hrs lor.. hahas.. (we didnt eat alot la jus tat we eat veri slow lor..) hahas.. =) we really eat veri full lor.. den decided 2 leave at 230.. den walked arnd.. n went in2 puma shop lor.. n i decided 2 try on a cap.. n guess wat.. e cap sumhw matches e earrin i was wearin n he decided 2 buy it 4 mi lor.. hahas.. so happy.. n e cap was on sale sumhw.. n it was less den 10bucks la.. wahaha.. =) so i had e cap lei.. mi wearin a cap lor.. sumhw i tot it would look veri funny on mi but he sae no.. hahas.. dunno la.. anyway ya left town area at abt 430.. reached amk at abt 550? hahas den chatted awhile n took a few fotos b4 he fly off lor.. ya.. hahas.. i'll miss him alotz la.. sobz.. it was lyk so sad la.. den tok awhile b4 he set off 2 e airport lor.. ya.. sianz.. nw i'm left all alone le.. sobz.. hope he will hav fun over dere la.. 11daes lor.. absence mak e heart fonder lor.. ya.. i certainly tink tat i'll miss him lyk crazy man.. i scare i ltr will cry la.. (anyway nt it's bcoz of him den i will cry nia lor tat time my mummy fly off 2 japan i oso gt cry coz i miss her 2 much oso..) nw all i can do is 2 wait 4 him 2 cum back lor.. wait till ltr bcum giraffe liao lor.. wahaha.. =D hope u will tak care of urself ya.. will blog 4 these 11daes de 2 let u noe hw's my life in spore wifout u arnd ya.. n u will get 2 read when u cum back lor.. hahas.. anywayhav fun la n enjoy urself.. k la shall end here le.. nitex n bye la.. =)



*i'm sad 2dae*

*i'll miss u alotz de*

*muackz*
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Monday, September 03, 2007 Y 11:33 PM


i'm sry i may b harsh on u.. i may hav hurt u alotz.. i'm really sry la.. i shld nt hav step in2 ur life n b part of ur life.. sumhw u might hav regretted it ba.. so sry.. i always tot life shld nt hav any regrets de but... anyway jus hope tat u will jus continue ur life wifout mi.. i may hav painted a pic in life.. but i sry 2 lead u on lor.. =( tak care of urself ba.. but i'll rmb u as my fren de.. let go of e past n live e future happily..
veri soon u flyin le hor.. sobz.. i'm goin 2 miss u so much lor.. sobz.. in lest den 24hrs.. though i'm nw on e fone wif u i cant sumhw feel tat u r sad over him agn.. i'm sry.. u r suppose 2 happy e nite b4 u fly.. suppose 2 b excited coz u goin overseas de.. but bcoz of mi i hav spoiled everyting inch of fun inside of u.. i'm sry.. i'm 4ever e coz of ur sadness.. sobz.. or shld i sae i m always e root of ur sadness everytime wifout fail de lor.. wat a failure i m lor.. i really fail as ur gf.. i'm sry.. mak u lost all ur mood le.. promise mi tat u will enjoy on behalf of mi de hor.. dun disappoint mi k.. sobz.. 2dae really spend fun time wif u lor.. e time seriously fly past damn fast lor 2dae.. jus oni walkin arnd n a few hrs jus gone lyk tis.. sobz.. i really wan u 2 b happy de.. i wan u 2 enjoy urself when u r overseas de.. sobz.. i mean i dun even get 2 go 2 europe lor.. so since u hav e chance jus b happy ya? sobz.. ='( tml we will spend our dae happily ya b4 u fly off.. i really cant bear 2 let u go lor.. sobz.. i seriously gonna miss u alotz de.. e miss cant use anyting 2 measure de lor.. i miss u till i feel lyk cryin everytime i tink of tat lor.. sobz.. i'll rmb u always de.. though u r goin europe n leavin mi in spore alone.. hahas.. nope i'm nt in spore lor.. my heart is flyin 2 europe wif u de lor.. so i'm nt in spore oni but oso in europe wif u.. jus promise mi 2 tak care of urself n cum back safe n sound ya.. muackz.. i really goin 2 miss u alotz lor.. sobz.. ='( k la shall stop here 4 2dae lor.. 4 e nxt 12daes i shall continue 2 blog jus 4 u.. tak care n hav fun hor..

*muackz*
*i'll miss u alotz de*
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Sunday, September 02, 2007 Y 10:39 PM


hahas reecently heard a song- i'll rmb u by no secrets lor.. damn nice.. i put in my blog le can go hear.. but whether can it b uploaded up in ur com is another ting la.. hahas.. =D anyway i practically rot at hm lor.. hahas.. so sian lor.. nv go out wif coz he go cut n dye his hair lor.. so i rot at hm lor.. hahas.. in e end i go slp lor.. in e aftnoon.. so sianz.. humph.. HE MAK MI ANGRY.. sobz.. sum ppl gt red hair new watch new shoes n new jeans ma so big lor.. humph.. mi so jealous lei.. sobz.. i wan colour my hair oso.. sobz.. so jealous.. tink my nxt ting on my wishlist is 2 highlight my hair maroon oso.. hahas.. i wan la.. but cnt.. sobz.. nth more 2 blog liao la.. hahas 2dae de life so simple la.. n seriously nth 2 blog liao le lor.. hahas.. so bye bye la.. hahas.. nitex..

*muackz*
*misses u*
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Saturday, September 01, 2007 Y 11:23 PM


actually i'm lyk suppose 2 go sentoa wif e band ppl de la but den hor i nv go lor.. coz feelin unez n wan 2 puke lor.. but in e end i went out wif him.. ya went 2 comex agn tis time round i bought a thumbdrive la.. hahas.. den jus nice he nd 2 get smth 4 his uncle bdae n dere's lyk a warehse sale so he gt a polo tee dere 4 his uncle la.. erm tink i'm nt suppose 2 sae he gt his uncle a gift frm e warehse sale? anyway aft tat we went 2 marina square de food court n eat la.. coz actually wan 2 go food republic de but 2 many ppl so ya.. hahas.. i walked arnd 2 rnds n i cant tink of anyting i wan 2 eat lor.. coz watever i saw i feel lyk pukin lor.. but in end ate chicken rice.. but den e chicken abit bloody la.. den eh taste so wat lor.. den aft tat went wheelock collect my bro fone.. while walkin dwn e overhead bridge he fell sumhw n scared mi lor.. he gt sum scratches la.. sobz.. *pain* i was lyk feelin so damn bad la though he sae nt my fault but i cant help but feel sry n pain 4 him lor.. hope u r ok already ya.. aft we reached wheelock he went toilet washed up his wounds n i go get e queue no 2 collect e fone.. den he cum out i help him put plaster lor.. den dere's tis little boy was lyk lookin at mi help him puttin on e plaster la.. den at 1st put wrong so mus pull out ma tat little boy continue starin at us lor.. hahas.. i was lyk tinkin wat so nice abt lookin at ppl puttin plaster lor.. hahas.. but hu cares abt e little boy la.. waited quite long la.. more den half an hr.. aft collectin e fone i wan 2 walk de but he in a rush ar so head back hm lor us.. didnt spend quailty time wif him lor 2dae coz half e time i veri moody dunno 4 wat reasons lor.. sobz.. i'm so sry lei.. sobz.. sumhw kind of neglected u lor.. so sry.. tml cant even c him coz he go cut n dye his hair wif his mummy.. sobz.. veri soon he goin 2 fly off le.. sobz sobz.. ai yo.. aft tat 12daes of boredom ba.. I ND A JOB ARGH!!!!! i nd money 2 support my wants la.. den when he cum back we nd 2 go seoul garden eat lor.. den aft tat gt our special dae 2 celebrate lei.. money.. i nd money.. mayb i will cut dwn on my expenses when he's in europe lor.. hopefully i can save ba.. =D k la shall end here le.. tak care man ppl..

*i'll miss u lyk crazy*
*muackz*
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