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Thursday, October 25, 2007 Y 11:23 PM


2dae trainin so tirin.. i gt quite a few of bruises lor.. on my palm la elbow la finger la knee la n my arm.. sobz.. ='( my index finger gt hurt sia.. pain pain la.. sobz.. sianz den sch was late 4 eecad lor.. sianz.. sch so borin la.. was late 4 class due 2 we went SIM 2 eat lor.. sianz la.. tml i'm jus goin 2 hav ache all over la.. so u will c mi limpin away la.. sobz.. my boy it's ok la dun feel sad abt losin e bottle.. lyk u sae tis "can b bought agn when u lose it.." so dun b sad le ya.. dun wanna c u sad le.. muackz.. anyway my purpose of cumin 2 blog 2dae is nt 2 complain abt my injuries or wat.. is abt ppl hu cum tag my blog but dun dare 2 acknowledge themselves la.. i mean since u r taggin y nt jus type in ur name la.. y keep urself annoymous lei.. my god la.. n plz 2 huever had tag those nonsense stuff plz la.. dun b so childish can.. N IT IS NT FUNNY AT ALL BY DISTURBIN PPL LYK TAT.. wat e hell nth beta 2 do meh huh.. so sickenin de.. bny taggin those stupid comments or silly tags is really veri irritatin la.. huever it is stop it la.. dun let mi noe hu r u if nt u will jus get it frm mi la.. if u really r my fren u shld nt b doin all tis wat.. n if u r my fren n u did tis kind of ting 2 mi.. i'm really veri disappointed wif u lor.. k la shall stop here le.. bye.. nitex la.. wat a bad dae 4 mi man.. BAD DAE MAN.. SOBZ.. HOPE IT'S GOIN 2 B E LAST BAD DAE I'M GOIN 2 EXPERIENCE..

*luv my boy so much*
*muackz*
*luv u always*
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007 Y 11:25 PM


2dae is our 3rd mth la.. hahas had a great dae lor 2dae.. =) i bought him perfume lor.. he bought mi chip n dale de organizer lei.. my god tat was veri ex man.. hahas.. thanks my dear boy.. =) muackz.. luv u so much.. sch was borin la.. as usual.. sianz.. borin la life.. anyway 2dae entry will b veri short coz i nd 2 go 2 bed le.. tml class start at 8 la.. so damn early.. nd 2 squeeze bus wif ppl lor.. sobz.. sianz.. i hate squeezin wif ppl n gt no seats de lor.. sobz.. k la i gtg le.. bye ppl.. nitex.. hope u tak care la.. noe u in a veri terrible state.. i luv my boy.. =D another borin dae la tml.. sobz..

*muackz*
*thanks 4 everyting u hav done 2dae*
*luv u so much*
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Thursday, October 18, 2007 Y 9:42 PM


sianz wat e hell man e moment i step in2 e hse i was lyk so damn rudely treated la.. freak sia.. my stupid bro.. SO DAMN FREAKIN IN2 TAT STUPID GAME OF DOTA!! SHIT HIM LA.. I'M SO ANGRY.. n my mum oso lyk tat de.. so protective over him.. i'm oso her kid rite.. but she.. she sucks la.. i didnt tak dinner lor.. i had an apple 4 dinner lor.. anyway i already eaten quite full b4 i go hm liao so it wasnt really a pro lor.. hahas.. nvm tak it as lose sum weight ba.. hahas.. coz recently gain quite alot of weight liao lor.. sobz.. gettin fatter le.. i really feel lyk leavin tis unfair hm.. freak sia.. y she always so unfair 2 mi de.. y mi n my bro always he's rite but i'm wrong.. y m i always e 1 at fault de.. y? ya la ya la i'm always at fault la.. it was nv his fault.. freak la.. sickenin.. u guys really mak mi hate u la!!! always sae i spend alot of money de lor.. den wat abt him.. he spend money on lan.. worthwhile izit.. i spend on stuff lyk food n clothess or at least r practical stuff rite.. idiot la.. sobz.. cant u jus show mi sum respect huh? tink u my mum dun nd show mi respect la huh.. i'm ur daughter lei.. wat e.. dun care le la.. no mood 2 blog liao la.. sumhw i'm oso mad at my boy.. sobz.. he didnt noe wat i was angry abt.. but nvm la.. i tink i was jus throwin tantrums ba.. sobz.. i jus wan 2 feel wanted la.. b it is my family my boy n my frenz esp.. sobz.. sumhw keep feelin bein left out.. mayb i didnt try 2 interact wif them well enuf ba.. sobz.. eventually everyting seems 2 b my fault lor.. sobz.. tml hav 2 work.. sat n sun oso hav 2 work lor.. sobz.. dunno can tak it ant la.. sobz.. i mus tak it if nt my boy will ask mi 2 quit de lor.. dun wan 2 quit la.. it's quite fun lor workin at dere.. hahas.. =) i'm sry my boy.. 2 mak u angry.. no matter wat i'll luv u 4ever de.. hahas.. =) muackz.. k la shall end here.. nitex la.. tak care lor..

*muackz*
*i luv u*
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007 Y 11:10 PM


ytd wasnt a veri gd dae lor.. i lost realise tat i lost smth which is veri impt 2 mi lor.. sobz i'm sry la my dear boy.. i'll get a new pair asap when i get my pay lor.. muackz.. i feel so bad abt losin it lor.. coz i dunno hw i lose de lor.. sobz.. den ytd really veri rotten la.. dun wan sae liao la.. den sch was nt bad la ytd.. hahas.. ai ya dun sae abt ytd le la.. 2dae was a super long dae huh.. start at 8am n end at 5pm huh.. mayb alittle earlier den expected.. den went 2 suntec buy black fbt 4 s&w lor.. hahas.. aft tat went 2 sercet recipe 4 tea break.. hahas.. had cheese cake.. i had choco cheese n my boy gt chilled strawbeery cheese.. it's lyk.. wat e hell man.. doesnt even look lyk it was chilled? shld had taken a foto of it lor.. ok la.. i dun really lyk tat flavour lor.. i dun lyk strawberries.. hahas.. my choco cheese was nice.. hahas.. luv it.. wan 2 try oreo cheese de but they dun hav sia.. sianz.. hahas at 1st gt cravin 4 apple crumble de.. den my boy stopped mi if nt i'll get FAT AR.. sobz.. gettin fat liao mus lose weight liao la.. if nt bcum veri fat liao lor.. i tink my fren test gt pro lor.. sobz.. dunno dun care le la.. sianz.. tml still gt sch lor.. at 9.. end at 4.. so nt tat bad la.. but hor tis sem i hav 2 brin my freakin heavy laptop 2 sch thrice a wk lei.. sianz. man.. sobz.. k la i nd 2 go le.. my boy rushin mi 2 slp liao lor.. hahas.. nitex.. i hope i will enjoy tis sem la.. sianz.. thanks 4 goin shoppin wif mi 2dae la.. n thanks didi 4 ur present lor.. chip.. i really luv it alotz.. hahas.. =)

*luv u so much*
*muackz*
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Thursday, October 11, 2007 Y 11:33 PM


2dae went 2 hav my hair cut.. e cut nt tat significant lor.. hahaas.. nt tat obvious la.. hahas.. went wif guanyi lor.. she had a hair cut n straightenin oso lor.. den she was lyk grinnin all e way la aft e whole ting.. frm e saloon all e way grinnin away la.. oni 1 word can describe tat look n tat is contented.. when i look at her contented face suddenly realise tat i had nt been so contented 4 quite awhile ba.. sumtimes i feel tat i'm a veri easily contented ger but sumtimes nt ba i guess.. but i tink if i can find myself wif chip n dale stuff.. guess i will show tat contented face lor.. hahas.. den aft our hair was done went 2 amk hub lor.. hahas.. den was tinkin wat 2 eat n decided tat shall eat mos burger lor.. hahas.. ok la.. nt bad.. oso brought back sum memories by sum sec sch gers i guess.. hahas tinkin tat we were once lyk them.. hahas.. lyk them so noisy de.. hahas anyway aft eatin we go walk arnd amk awhile la.. den i go sch meet my boy 2 buy bks lor.. hahas.. =) ok la.. cost abt lyk $42? abt dere la.. hahas den boy wanna go hm put his bks so tat can lighten his load n can go shoppin beta lor.. coz he can jus put my bks in his bag.. hahas.. thanks my dear boy.. muackz.. den aft puttin dwn his bks went 2 far east la.. i bought ear studs agn.. hahas.. so happy lor.. =) anyway aft tat walk over 2 wisma lor.. ok la walk walk awhile lor.. den went over 2 taka dere n look 4 chip n dale stuff.. hahas bought a highlighter lor.. my boy bought it 4 mi de lor.. thanks alot my boy.. =) den headed back hm lor.. nth much la.. 2dae abit siao lor.. n clumsy.. hahas.. i nearly 4gt 2 tak back my bks frm my boy coz he put all my bks in his bag n carry 4 mi lor.. =) so when i reached hm n he called mi den i realise tat i didnt brin back my bks la.. hahas.. so dumb lor mi.. den aft tat blah blah tat's all la 4 2dae.. hahas.. my god la sch goin 2 start le.. seems lyk a hectic sem le lor.. mus really work damn freakin hard liao lor.. sch startin in another 3 more daes lei.. sobz.. BOO.. k la tat shall b all 4 2dae entry.. nitex.. tak care.. wun b bloggin tml n sat lor coz workin tml n sat.. =)

*muackz*
*i luv u so much*
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007 Y 11:54 PM


HAPPY BDAE LA SADIST!!! 17 liao hor.. hahas.. sianz la sch goin 2 start liao lor.. sobz.. jus realised tat 4 tat stupid EEPS module i hav 2 purchase a set of tools tat costs up 2 lyk $102.90 lor.. wat e freakin hell man.. i cnt accept tis la.. freak sia.. nd 2 buy a few txtbks already.. tis sem de bks abit 'cheap' ar huh.. my god la.. shld nt hav studied in engineerin de la.. sobz.. i really startin 2 wonder wat can i do aft my diploma liao lor.. i dun wan 2 b an engineer la.. bein an engineer wasnt my dream at all in e 1st place!!! my god man.. n i'm lyk stuck 2 engineerin my whole entire life la.. but wat can i do.. e course chose mi rather den i chose e course lor.. sobz.. anyway when sch start i mus work hard le.. i mus get my GPA above 3.5 la.. no matter wat.. but it seems so hard.. wif c programmin cumin up.. die la.. i surely die in e hands of c programmin de lor.. sobz.. i'm such an idiot in com n yet i hav 2 do programmin lor nw.. but if i can get in2 biomedical informatics in yr 2.. it will b a diff case 2 mi liao ba.. guess i wun b tat sad or watever lor.. hahas.. =) in life dere arent much choices i guess.. many times tings chose u rather den u chose tings rite.. many times u had no choice but still hav 2 do it.. sobz.. wonder in another few yrs time wat will i bcum lor.. hw will i b.. where will i b.. wat will i b doin den.. all these i dunno.. i jus hope tat watever e case is.. i jus wan 2 b happy wif watever i do.. my wish is 2 b happy everydae n b happy wif watever i m doin lor.. hw i wish i can lead a carefree life sumtimes.. wifout any worries abt anytings lor.. ok la i might b abit siao already.. oso dunno y i said all those tings.. hahas everyting jus cum 2 my mind.. den jus all cum out in2 my blog lor i guess.. =) dunno la.. hack carin might b gd huh.. ok la tat will b all 4 2dae i guess.. =) nitex.. tak care..

*muackz*
*i luv u*
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007 Y 11:34 PM


2dae went shoppin at parkway parade wif guanyi daryl n weijian lor.. went lunch-ed at jack's place.. hahas.. quite ok la.. veri full.. both of us ate up weijian n daryl's desserts accidentally.. coz we tot was ours la.. =) den went walk arnd la.. didnt buy anyting.. gd ger huh.. =) spend mopney on my apple crumble.. i treated gy n neo 2 eat lor.. wj didnt wan it.. hahas.. ok la den went walk arnd den saw food lyk herbal egg tutu cake ding ding tang.. hahas.. den bought them.. hahas.. nt mi i oni bought tutu cake.. hahas den mi n gy yue hao le goin hair cut on thurs n goin shoppin 4 jeans on fri b4 work la.. hahas.. finally i'm goin hav a hair cut le lor.. yeah ok la nth much 2 blog abt le la.. nitex n bye.. tak care.. =) i miss my boy..

*muackz*
*i luv u*
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Y 12:00 AM


2dae gt work as usual early in e mornin lor.. hahas.. ok la den 2dae gt a new part timer lor.. hahas.. den she is my tu di la.. i m e shi fu lor.. hahas.. so everyting was ok la 2dae.. expect e process of makin coffee la.. i could nt mak a proper latte la.. my milk even spilled out.. coz overheat!!! dunno la jus seems so wrong coz in e mornin i spilled a cup of cold coffee meant 4 e cold coffee de.. sianz.. kana my sneakers summore lor.. sobz.. den aft work went chinatown buy sum stuff.. den went 2 bugis wif my boy 2 walk arnd coz dun wan 2 go hm so early lor.. ya den he saw gt daily de contact lens on promotion so went in 2 buy lor.. den he examine e eye degree damn freakin long la.. i was pratically rottin away lor.. sobz.. so sianz sia.. den mak mi so tempted 2 change my specs lor.. hahas.. sianz.. i wan e levi's lady style de.. hahas.. but den hor.. VERI FREAKIN EX SIA.. sobz.. den aft tat ya went hm arnd 8+ lor.. ya waited 4 tat damn bus 4 so long la.. mak mi feel lyk slpin lor.. ok la my mood nw wasnt tat gd lor.. dun ask mi y i dunno!!! sobz.. damn man.. ok la nth much 2 add on abt my life 2dae.. hahas.. nitex.. =)
y u do seems 2 tryin 2 b veri takin alot of control over my life lyk tat.. bcoz of him u gt such a big reaction lor.. i mean y shld u react tis way lei.. sobz.. i dunno la.. i dun lyk it tat way la.. I DUN LYK IT LA!!! sobz.. i'm so sad when u sae he still hav an impact in mi.. i mean it's jus hav been so use already.. i mean it's nt tat i hav nt gotten over him but.. i dunno la.. can u dun b bothered by him ant..

*i luv u no matter wat*
*muackz*
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Friday, October 05, 2007 Y 11:51 PM


2dae i was lyk so damn stupid la.. i'm lyk so malu la.. i went 2 report 4 work when i DUN EVEN HAV WORK LA IN E 1ST PLACE LOR 2DAE.. hahas.. so ps sia.. ai yo.. den went 2 walk arnd aft e malu incident.. went 2 bugis lor.. ya walk den went 2 get materials 4 my little gift 4 gy lor.. hahas.. dunno she will lyk it ant lor.. hahas.. anyway 2dae veri stupid la mi.. hahas.. blog abt ytd ba.. ytd went out wif yvonne lor.. went 2 kbox la.. hahas damn long no go le.. hahas.. ok la quite fun.. spend quite alot of money.. sobz.. no money liao le la.. ='( anyway ok la so damn freakin long nv go out wif my dear von von liao so is ok de la.. hahas.. on e 3oct tat dae went out wif my boy mark jiemin jiale n victor lor 2 in advance celebrate jiale 19th bdae.. hahas.. tat fellow ar.. damn thick skin sia.. i dun even noe his bdae is when he ask 4 present liao lor.. hahas.. but ok la.. e celebration didnt turn out tat really well la.. every1 was practically broke la.. ya.. hahas.. sianz.. i nd money la.. recently i gt a new wallet lor.. thanks 2 my boy lor.. muackz.. i gt a veri gd news lor.. i watch finish my lucky star le lor.. hahas.. so happy lor.. e show really damn nice sia.. e 3rd song in my music studio is e song in my lucky star lor.. ok la tink shall end here le lor.. hahas.. =) tak care.. hav 2 work lor tml.. sianz.. tired la.. sobz.. nitex la..

*luv u so much*
*muackz*
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Monday, October 01, 2007 Y 11:33 PM


really veri sry abt nt bloggin SO often la.. sobz.. jus realise tat it's my 70th entry le.. hahas.. okok la 2dae gt 2 work sia.. early in e mornin at reachin marina dere at 9 lei.. sianz rite.. so slpy.. ok la.. 2dae did e cleanin way much faster den last wk lor.. so proud of myself lei.. hahas.. den arnd 4+ gy n wj came n eat lor.. n my boy was dere so he oso join in lor.. hahas.. den ya i 'paid' 4 them 2 get discount la.. hahas.. den aft tat went 2 walk walk arnd wif my boy lor.. n i bought a little miss splendid shirt la.. (though isnt e 1 i wan at 1st) hahas but anyway i was still so happy la.. finally man.. den reach hm abt 8+ 9 lyk lor.. ya den ate dinner damn freakin late.. tat's y jus came bloggin la.. den tat gy came 2 read my blog la.. complain abt tis n tat lor.. stupid ger.. ask her watch my lucky star frm veoh oso dunno which 1 is epi 1 part 1 sia.. so dumb lei.. den keep complainin abt mi keep lor-in la.. ok la i admit i keep lor-in lor.. hahas.. sry 4 keep lor-in k.. hahas.. anyway i hav 2 work tml lor.. wa so sian.. summore is frm 12-10 la.. tirin man.. sobz.. wed goin out 2 celebrate jiale bdae lor.. wed will b a veri bz dae 4 mi.. hav 2 go bank 1st.. sianz.. so k al tat's all 4 2dae lor.. =) tak care man ppl.. nitex..

*muackz*
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