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Sunday, December 28, 2008 Y 2:30 PM

i wanted you by ina

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close... to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

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Y 1:46 PM

i'm so happy tat boy is back frm US la.. =) hees.. he gt mi many stuff.. thanks ya my boy.. muackz..

oh well went 2 npvball blog 2 get e camp fotos.. ya wanna sae more abt e camp tat dae blog didnt sae much.. ya durin e nite veri slack.. we played hu's e king.. e forfeit seriously ar.. veri extreme but oh well every1 had their share of fun includin mi.. oh well they r jus memories 4 mi 2 keep.. =) hopefully tat thru e camp i did improve lor.. ya..

ytd was e last dae of my work at mango.. took quite a no of fotos oso so ya.. fotos nt wif mi.. waitin 4 alvin 2 send mi.. oh well meetin them 2 get pay on 9jan.. =) so ya.. cant wait 2 get pay.. tink nt much lor e pay coz i work veri little daes oni.. sianz.. oh well so 2dae rot at hm.. dunno wat 2 do.. jus changed my blog song lor.. ya.. k la shall stop here 4 nw.. so tak care la.. n sch goin 2 start soon~ sianz.. bye la.. =)

*sry 4 behavin in tat manner*
*muackz*
*luv u*

i wanted u 2 b dere when i fall

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Thursday, December 25, 2008 Y 12:20 AM

firstly i wanna sae HAPPY BELATED 19TH BDAE 2 BEST FREN LA.. =) as ytd was best fren bdae so ya wish him late abt here lor.. n a veri big thank u 4 ur dale huh.. thanks alot man.. i really lyk it.. though i'm abit lag ar in bloggin abt my dale.. =) seriously la.. so happy when i gt dale.. i wan chip oso.. 2 mak it a pair.. anyway nxt i wanna sae HAPPY 18TH BDAE 2 GERMAINE LA.. =) hahas.. ytd jus book out.. actually trainin camp wasnt as tough as i tot it would b.. oh well.. dunno y e 1st dae couldnt tak e trainin.. sianz so disappointed in myself abt it.. aft e mornin campus run i nearly faint.. 1st time i encounter such ting.. sianz.. i oso kana a number of blue black lor.. veri pain can.. gt 1 on my thigh veri big but invisible 1 lor.. damn pain.. thanks shawn 4 rubbin e blue black 4 mi ya.. anyway we had tis small actitvity call e angel n mortal.. we had 2 guess hu is our angel so ya my angel is jannah la.. i guessed it since e 1st dae lor.. so happy.. anyway i enjoyed e camp.. kinda bond wif sum ppl lor.. oh well fotos nt wif mi so waitin lor.. germaine ar.. u noe wat 2 do hor.. =) k la shall stop here n most imptly i mus sae is MERRY CHRISTMAS LA.. n boy is cumin back liao le.. happy la.. but i gtg work on tat dae.. workin frm 11 till 6.. so ltr on can go out wif boy!! so tak care la ppl.. nitex ya.. hav fun ya every1 hor..

my blue black tat are on my knee cap..
*muackz*
*luv u so*
*miss u*

u r e reason tat i smile

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Sunday, December 21, 2008 Y 2:28 AM

ytd i actually dun nd 2 work de but den my supervisor 4gt 2 msg mi tat i dun nd 2 work so i actually turn up 4 work n ya wasted my time dere.. but tink in another way i'm actually earnin money lor.. ytd oni 4 ad hoc workin nia.. kinda little hor.. but den veri small e crowd so doesnt really matters tat much.. so i was so tired n slpy man while workin.. i m turnin in2 a vacuum cleaner liao lor.. so dusty over dere can.. anyway i'm lyk goin 4 vball trainin camp ltr on liao lor.. bookin out oni at christmas eve lyk tat.. sad huh.. oh well.. hopefully i can survive thru tat camp lor.. yup.. i'm so broke alrdy man.. i tink aft tis camp i'll b broke still coz of e jersey i'm goin 2 pay.. anyway nvm la.. hahas k la i jus wanna update abt mi goin camp ltr on oni.. so gtg liao.. bye la ppl.. =)

*i miss u so*
*muackz*
*u'll b back soon*

u r e reason tat i smile

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Friday, December 19, 2008 Y 12:48 AM

hav 2 work ltr on.. ytd jus dye my hair lor.. suppose 2 b dark brown den dunno la.. bcum black alrdy.. sianz.. oh well nvm la nxt yr den go highlight my hair lor.. =) hahas.. oh well meetin best fren ltr on 2 watch movie.. gettin him a skinny tie 4 his bdae lor.. oh well i'm kinda broke liao lor.. sianz.. i nd money.. waitin 4 money 2 cum in lor.. but oni nxt yr my pay will den cum in lor.. sianz.. i hav 2 wait veri long den can tak lei.. wed gt class frm 1-5pm so cnt tak pay liao.. mayb on thurs huh.. b4 trainin lor.. =) cant wait 2 get pay liao lor.. hahas.. though i seems 2 work quite little daes but pay quite alot.. jus wait ba.. oh well goin trainin soon liao lor.. on sun.. hopefully i can survive thru it man.. pray hard lor.. hahas.. n i m super angry abt smth.. my cleo mag havent even arrive in my mailbox lor.. wat e hell man.. i damn angry can.. wat's wrong lor.. e cleo alrdy gt publish 4 so many daes den e stupid mag still nt in my mailbox lor.. damn sianz can.. i wanna complain la.. boo.. fine la shall jus stop here liao lor.. =( i miss my boy!!!

*muackz*
*i miss u many many*
*luv u*

u r e reason tat i smile

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008 Y 12:50 AM

i so wanna get e longchamp Le Pliage bag.. i noe i veri slow nw den wanna get but i seriously lyk it nw oni can.. i so wanna save up n buy 1.. sianz veri ex.. dunno mus work hw long den can buy 1 lor.. ai yo.. oh well nvm.. sobz.. ya.. gt 2 work ltr.. boo.. i goin camp soon liao lor.. sianz.. went out ytd.. had enjoyed myself.. my boy if u ever cum visit my blog when u r at US mus tag k.. muackz.. i saw ur tag alrdy.. i miss u lotz 2.. u tak care k.. =) k la shall stop here.. kinda tired though n lazy 2 blog liao.. bye.. =)

*i miss u so*
*muackz*

u r e reason tat i ever smile

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Sunday, December 14, 2008 Y 12:00 AM

my boy is flyin off soon lyk in another 9hrs lor.. sianz.. i goin work ltr lor.. workin 10-1030 lei.. omg.. i so gonna miss my boy so much.. watched bolt 3D wif boy.. hahas quite real lor e image n it's nice.. i'm so tired.. walked arnd town for quite long.. n my boy u mus tak care of urself when u r in US k.. muackz.. i miss u alotz.. though we cant tok but u noe i'll always b here in spore missin u lotz.. =) luv u ya.. i seriously dunno wat more 2 say 2 u coz i seriously m missin u rite nw at tis moment alrdy.. k la shall jus stop here den.. bye.. nitex..

*muackz*

*luv u*

u r e reason tat i ever smile

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Friday, December 12, 2008 Y 11:49 PM

my boy is flyin 2 US soon.. lyk on sun huh.. my boy though i might seems 2 b nt so concern abt u sumtimes but actually i do coz i sumhw lost e ability 2 show it out le.. n plz dun cum ask mi abt tis abt u read tis ya.. =) so hav fun on ur trip ya.. hahas.. brin mi many many presents k.. muackz.. anyway 2dae aft aoop paper went out wif boy.. went 2 jurong pt.. walked arnd dere since lyk late mornin till evenin.. mus b tinkin tat i m crazy rite.. oh well we did catch a movie.. beast stalker wif main actor nicholas tse.. hahas.. yup.. alrite oni la e show.. kinda draggy.. nvm.. den boy sae wanna go nyny eat so went over dere.. 2dae their openin so smth happened in e kitchen n all e ppl had 2 wait lyk an hr b4 e food cum out.. mi n boy ordered giant yankee chicken burger but sumhw e order was wrong ya den had 2 wait agn.. nvm.. in e end obviously we cant finish la.. hahas.. =) nvm.. i gt e urge 2 shop lor.. i mean shop nt window shop k.. hahas but i gt no money so hw 2 shop lei.. my top of e want list r bags, wallet n e waffle nike trainer.. ya.. save ba.. but hw do i save when i dun even hav e money 2 save huh.. hahas.. k la i shall stop here 4 nw coz my boy waitin 4 my call liao.. sum workin alrdy.. hahas.. i can c money rollin in but i had 2 work veri hard lor.. oh well wat 2 do.. hahas k la bye.. =)

*i'm gonna miss u so much*
*muackz*

u r e reason tat i ever smile

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Monday, December 08, 2008 Y 3:14 PM

it's been rainin since jus nw in e mornin alrdy n i totally hav no mood 2 study at all man.. wat e hell man.. mpi seems so hard.. i nd sum1 2 teach mi or else i noe nuts abt mpi.. n rainin seriously kills my mood lor.. sobz.. sippose 2 go out n study wif boy de but den slp till veri late in e mornin n kinda lazy 2 go out oso so had instant noodle 4 dinner.. sianz.. shall go study nw liao.. bye.. dun wanna repeat module.. y repeat when i alrdy hate e module liao huh.. sad sia..

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Y 11:58 AM

ytd was e standard chartered marathon.. it was damn shag can.. imagine reportin at padang at 2am huh.. den reportin at yishun at 1am 4 e shuttle bus.. hahas.. luckily i gt yicheng n best fren 2 accompany mi huh.. =) we took e last bus 2 yishun frm my hse here lor.. yup.. feel kinda guilty as i lyk ps yicheng on e bus as i keep tokin 2 best fren oni.. i tink i didnt tak any fotos wif best fren ytd.. was kinda sad lor.. boo..

anyway mi, germaine, travis n nicholas were in sector C3.. so ya aft tat we voulnteer ourselves 2 drinks stn.. hahas.. so ya we were actually released lyk 1130 abt dere lor.. hahas.. way much earlier den e rest.. ya.. dere's afew fotos taken ytd.. most of e fotos r taken frm germaine.. thanks ar ger!! =) when we were at drinks stn.. 4 e 1st time of my life i opened so many bottles of water.. it was so painful la my hand.. n we were asked 2 mak 100 plus drinks 2.. we were supposed 2 mixed 8 dozens of mineral water n 18 bottles of 100plus in a container.. it was lyk omg la.. imagine we were 2 mak 6 containers of 100plus wif tat mixure.. opened bottles lyk nobody's business.. nicholas oso open e plastic ting on e caps till he goin siao liao lor.. everybody was lyk damn shag alrdy.. imagine workin 4 lyk veri long liao yet it was oni 1hr of e time passed oni.. -_-" eventually we gt a break.. we made so many containers of e 100plus n abt 3 containers of them r poured away.. wasted our efforts man.. stupid sia.. waste water summore.. ai yo.. so aft tat slack slack 4 veri long.. dozin off under e tentage.. n den waitin 4 bus 2 cum n brin us 2 padang..

so we lyk end so early so nicholas was waitin 4 louis n germaine was waitin 4 joyce n yang zheng n mi was waitin 4 best fren n weijie n co. lor.. hahas we nua 4 veri veri long can.. we sat at starbucks so confortable n waitin den joyce cum as she dun lyk e smell of coffee we went 2 mac.. ya nicholas dozed off n ya made fun of him.. hahas.. so aft tat joyce wanna eat lunch so went 2 ljs lor.. so in e end we shifted lyk 3places lor.. n ljs e ventilator spoil i tink e whole place was so smoky n made my nose irritated.. boo.. oh well eventually yang zheng cum b4 louis when louis ended early i guess.. hahas nvm.. C1 ppl was kinda of pissed off lor.. oh well waitied quite long b4 best fren n heng they all cum.. ya ate n food court.. was veri tired thus was veri cranky.. oh well.. company best fren 2 topman n looked n stuff den took bused 2 dohby n waited 4 my bus 2 cum b4 best fren took mrt 2 pungol.. ya aft tat bathe n slp at abt 630pm till 10am tis mornin.. hahas slp 4 veri long so shiok man.. hahas.. =) ya tat's abt it i guess gt 2 study 4 common tests liao.. sianz 1st paper is mpi.. k la gtg liao bye.. =)

sector C ppl..

vballers.. =)

mi wif travis..

travis nicholas n mi..

mi n weijie..

n lastly mi wif germaine.. =)

*i miss u my boy*
*muackz*

u r e reason tat i smile

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Wednesday, December 03, 2008 Y 9:54 PM

anyway i wanna sae HAPPY 18TH BDAE TO 3 PPL N THEY R AARON ANG, DARYL NEO N JOSH TAN YA.. HOPE U GUYS HAD A GREAT BDAE YA.. =)

2dae is e start of e life sci revolution class.. quite interestin lor.. but 2dae class end lyk freakin early lor.. class end at 245.. ya.. alrite la fun n guess wat we get 2 go 2 e sci centre man.. excited abt it.. hahas.. =) anyway standard chartered marathon lor.. quite excited abt it.. but i hav 2 scarifice my slp lor.. >_<>

*MISS U SO MUCH*
MUACKZ*

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