Monday, April 30, 2007 Y 11:55 PM
I'M TIRED AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRAINING SO TIRIN LEI!!!!!!!!!!!!ai yo veri tired lei.. sobz.. noe tat u been readin mi de blog hor.. ai yo wat i write here is wat i feel tat i dun dare 2 tell u in person ma.. sobz is nt tat i'm tryin 2 bad mouth u but...... hard 2 xplain 2 u la.. i mean y cant u 2 b alittle more ti tie lei? sobz.. u r really makin mi lost confidence le la.. y.. y mus u do tis? u noe u r mi de priority but cant u realise tat bein mi de priority is a veri big ting ma.. i put u in front of everyting but u lei.. u mak mi feel tat u tak mi 4 granted lor.. sobz.. aft wat u c here i noe u will b unhappy de.. but i really gt no other means in makin u understand hw i feel le.. tat time when u ask mi 2 tak care of myself u noe i was so damn worried abt u tat i tot smth bad goin 2 happen 2 u lor.. u noe i nearly went crazy ma huh.. i dun wanna lose u.. do u understand hw imp r u 2 mi ant ar.. y u keep makin mi feel tat is mi fault.. hav u ever ask urself hw hav u treat mi.. i dun wanna end tis.. i noe wat u tinkin 2 do already.. sobz.. i jus hope tat u really put in more care 4 mi.. i noe u stress but dere's no reason 4 u 2 drop mi de ar.. u noe u r tat imp 2 mi but y mus u hurt mi over n over agn lei? i dunno.. i really dunno.. hope u understand hw i feel n i hope it will nt cause any side effects lor.. i really kind of miss e old u tat u treat mi so gd in e past.. oni durin e holidaes n wkends den i can get 2 go out wif u but den u r nt free n u oso noe it veri well tat i wan 2 go out wif u de but den lei.. i always get e ans nt free.. i understand tat u r nt free.. i understand 1 ting tat is once tat u r free den u will ask mi out rite.. if nt i will nv even get 2 go out wif u de lor.. sobz.. i really wish tat tat sum dae will cum n we can go out 2gether lor.. dun wanna sae more le if nt ltr will get side effects de which i dun wan n u noe wat side effects i'm tokin abt lor.. misses~*muackz~**miss e old u**oni u n no others*left her words here
Friday, April 27, 2007 Y 1:25 PM
i'm lyk in sch nw lor.. sobz every1 is lyk askin mi 2 update lor.. humph.. no time wat.. ai yo.. sian.. nw left wif half an hr of break so tak a little time 2 cum blog lor.. life is quite fun so far la.. hahas.. nth much special la.. but i can sae tat i m reallly enjoyin sch life lor.. hahas.. =) i'm lyk so sian la.. doin a maths n physics all over agn lor.. ai yo.. mi de brother hor.. oso pester mi 2 blog.. kor oso.. sobz.. tat stupid GERALDINE OSO. hahas.. ai yo he's goin 4 camp lor.. dunno wat's goin on wif him ar.. stop makin mi worry 4 u le.. ai yo really wish n hope tat nth bad is goin 2 happen 2 u lor.. sobz.. promise u goin 2 b alrite.. promise mi u wun leave mi alone.. i noe sum promises cant b carried out but i really hope tat u will nt leave mi alone n u mus b veri well.. i still rmb u saein tat u will celebrate mi de bdae de.. u sae u will stay wif mi 4 veri long.. plz dun mak mi worry 4 u anymore le.. u noe i will go crazy de.. sobz.. i really dunno wat 2 do lor.. u r mi de 1 n oni 1 lor.. sobz.. u really means alotz 2 mi lei.. ai yo wat m i suppose 2 do? sobz.. n plz those hu read mi de blog dun ask mi anyting abt wat i write no qns 2 b ask.. plz respect wat i sae.. sobz.. i dun mean 2 b rude.. but i reqlly dun lyk 2 b qns on wat i write on e above.. hahas.. =) anyway ppl hope u guys willl enjoy ur life lor.. hahas enjoy ur life nw asu guys will oni live once.. nth happen 2 mi.. dun tink i'm crazy.. i'm nt la ppl.. =) dere's nth wrong wif mi nw.. wahaha.. happily livin mi life wif him n mi de frenz in mi de life.. wahaha.. i really missin u lor..*missin him alotz**u r mi de 1 n oni 1 4 mi**muackz*left her words here
Thursday, April 12, 2007 Y 10:26 PM
2dae ar.. decided 2 cum n blog 4 awhile as specially asked by MS GERADLINE TAN DE LOR.. HAHAS.. stupid geraldine.. told u will special mention of u de lor.. hahas.. happy nw..nw back 2 tokin abt band.. went out early mornin 4 e indoor syf tingy band de.. hahas.. went wif lydia winnie xiangwei vicknes sharie chernron weijian joel 2 spore conference hall lor.. so many ppl.. den hav 2 wait till e aftnoon den can c deyi.. but deyi nt bad lor.. nt bad lor e trumpeters.. hahas at least they nv blast.. gd job man trumpeters.. n oso xen our male flautist lor.. his solo oso veri gd.. wahaha.. so nice lor e sound.. hahas.. aft e com e whole grp of us plus rachel syahir yuwen join us 2 go makan at amk mac.. hahas.. such a big grp of us lor.. wonder will tis such a big grp get 2gether agn ant lor..tml orientation le lei.. sian man.. i scare of bein alone la.. i noe will mak frenz but.. ai yo.. many many worries.. sumhw i hope he will understand hw i feel lor.. i noe he noe but dun wanna sae out nia.. sobz.. really wonder hw much does he noe mi lor.. noe wat i nd n wat i wan lor.. ai yo.. nvm la.. i oso dun really noe him tat well.. hahas n is nth 2 b proud of de lor.. sian.. hav 2 wake up freakin early tml at 615 lor.. wth man.. sobz.. =( sch startin on mon le lei.. ai yo.. summore start at 8 lor.. wth.. tutorial lei.. hahas.. k la nd go slp le if nt cnt wake up early in time lor will blog soon la geraldine.. hahas..*i miss him alotz la**noe u sad but cant do anyting**luv u oni la**muackz*left her words here
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 Y 11:05 PM
hi yo ppl.. hahas long time no blog le hor.. =) i'm in ngee ann lor.. but wasnt e course tat i wan at 1st.. mi sch startin soon le lor.. wonder izit gd or bad lei.. sobz.. ai yo.. wonder m i excited abt sch openin ant lor.. sianz.. n everydae i end sch at 5 lor.. sobz.. sian man.. ai yo.. i dunno wat cca 2 join lei..ai yo.. wanna join sports but scare tan.. wanna join dragonboat but scare ltr 1 arm 1 arm small lor.. sobz.. ai yo i luv shoppin la.. gt shoppin i happy le.. wahaha.. went shopppin wif winnie 2dae.. super fun lor.. bought a pair of shorts n 2 tops.. n guess wat mi n winnie gt e same shorts lor.. wahaha.. i still wanna shop la.. wahaha.. no longer able 2 blog lyk last time lyk tat so long le lor.. nth much 2 write nwadaes lor.. hahas.. tml is deyi symphonic band de syf le wor.. hahas.. wonder hw will they fare lor.. hope they at least get an award lor.. hahas.. though no longer a band member le but still hope tat they will still do deyi proud lor.. hahas.. symphonic band jia you wor.. i'll b dere 2 support u guys man.. hahas.. tat's abt band..n abt HIM lei.. hahas.. long ago get over HIM le.. gd ant.. wahaha.. HE oso gt a stead liao lor.. n jus 2 add on i'm nt sad abt tat lor.. hahas.. dun get any wrong idea man ppl.. i'm perfectly happy abt hu i m n mi de life.. mi life ar nth interestin lor.. ya.. nayway shall blog sum other times when i'm free lor as i can blog even i'm at sch if i lyk.. wahaha.. ya i miss mi de frenz.. esp e 7 of us tat gang.. hahas.. hope 2 go out 4 an gatherin agn lor.. mi de another chapter of life is openin soon.. mus nt b so playful le.. mus jia you lor.. wahaha.. np i'm cumin.. =)*i miss him**he's mi de everyting lor**muackz~*left her words here
