Wednesday, January 04, 2006 Y 10:14 PM
erm sch reopen le lor... so sian man... ai yo anyway tis yr sec4 le lor... cnt play play arnd le... mus get in2 serious work liao le... haha dunno y when sch reopen i miss HIM lor... i dunno y... suddenly e feelin cum back so strong lor... i m suppose 2 4get him but e feelin jus cum back stronger lor... wat m i suppose to do den? n 2dae i dunno wat happen la... it seems lyk i kana planked by some frenz... ya they were nt even at tat place n when they tell mi tat they r at tat place n when i reach dere guess wat i c... nt a single deyi students dere... ya u all at dere ma... invisible wat i cnt c ma... veri fun 2 play ma... at 1st when i m walkin 2wards dere i m feelin veri weird liao le lyk i m bein planked but i chose 2 believe them tat they r nt lyin but wat a disappointment they were after all lyin 2 mi lor... if in e 1st place u dun wan mi 2 go wif u all den dun call mi 2 go la... wat is e pro lor... at 1st i dun wan go de but den gt ppl ask mi go den i go lor... go liao after all i jus wasted mi de energy mi de time lor... ao ya watever la... hw can i trust them again lei? is nt i wat lor is tat u all mak mi veri hard 2 trust u all le... i m tryin 2 change can giv mi more time ma... ya watever it is i dunno le... wat u all wan mi 2 do lei? anyway 112daes le... msg u nv reply mi de lor... i dunno la... wat u wan mi 2 do? 2dae is jus nt e dae 4 mi man... i will rmb 2dae tat tis ting happen... ya watever it is i jus hope tat i can b accepted by u all again lor... n once again b part of e grp... bein outcast e feelin is nt nice n great... k la shall jus end here lor...left her words here
