Monday, January 09, 2006 Y 8:45 PM
i dunno y tat suddenly i wan him back 2 mi lor... i dunno y i so much wanted him back 2 mi? i miss HIM lor... i miss u n i nd u! will mi de dream cum true ma? everydae i m hopin tat u will cum back! can we b 2gether again! tat's e oni ting i hope 4 nw other den mi de a maths qualifyin test lor... 1 pt i dun wan 2 hurt ppl hu care 4 mi but e other pt i cnt deceive myself lor... wat 2 do! wo xi huan ni xi huan de hao xin ku wor... i wan 2 tok 2 u but it jus seem tat u r avoidin mi lor... wo men hui qu chong qian hao ma? if i follow mi heart wan 2 patch but would he wan ma? he wun wan de lor... i really wish tat i could hav u back... i m jus confuse lor... i hope u will cum back la... i really cnt hide anymore... i really wan u back... i noe i m silly but wat can i do lor... nth can help 2 mend our relationship liao lor... nth can b done le... i hope he can b e 1 2 mend mi de broken heart... but if were 2 lyk another ger i oso gt nth 2 sae but plz let mi... i dun wanna b e last 2 noe thru other ppl lor... mayb i shld jus 4get him since he dun care lor... every1 dun care y shld i care den? but i jus hope tat he will cum back... where gt such ting de lor... sae at 1st tot i lyk u but after all i dun lor... wat is tis lor... play wif mi de feelin meh? y m i so bad luck de? always is kana dump by guys... y lyk tat de? i jus hope tat we nv break lor... n we stay as we r... mayb after all we r jus nt meant 4 each other lor... izit? wo men hui you yuan zai yi qi ma? wo xi wang wo he ni hui you na men yi tian... na yi tian hao yao yuan wor... na yi tian hui dao lai ma? hao xin ku ar... hao xi wang ni neng gou hui dao wo de shen bian lor...n sumboby is jus so watever lor... wan 2 tok 2 him so hard de... so sarcastic summore... ppl bad mood jus wan tok tok hope u will listen but ended up i m e 1 saein sry... everytime is i at fault de... i jus oni hope tat u will treat mi as fairly as u treat other gers... y mus mi de treatment so different frm other gers de? i jus hope tat u can console mi ma! if nt jus hear wat i wan 2 sae ma! so hard ma? y mus u b so biased 2wards mi? wat did i do wrong after all? mus lyk tat treat mi? did i offended u or wat? can dun lyk tat treat mi ma? u noe y i behav lyk tis in front of u ma? coz when i c u feel lyk tokin 2 u but when i tink of u bein so bias den i m so angry le... u may sae u oso purposely de but 4 wat? u mak mi angry i mak u angry lor... or mayb u wun even care rite... i m jus nobody 2 u ma! i m invisible 2 u de wat... after u mayb tink i m jus nobody 2 u ma... but when i c u treat other gers so gd i jus feel lyk wat is tis lor... wat's ur pro i oso a ger ur fren rite... i noe u longer den they do or mayb sum may noe u longer but tat's nt e way ma... i m tryin 2 mak changes 2 mi life... giv mi time k...left her words here
