Friday, February 10, 2006 Y 8:40 PM
ya 1 period of time mi de blog cnt c ting so sry abt it hor... missin HIM alotz lor... but m i really missin HIM or wat... i dunno wat's mi de feelin nw... i m confused le... i feel numb... mayb i m bein hurt 4 2 long le... so i seriously dunno hw i feel nw... all i can sae is i still lyk HIM lor... all i can tink is zou yi bu suan yi bu... y tings hav 2 end up tis way lei? waitin 4 a miracle 2 happen... will it happen? i dunno either den... hu noes den? mayb after all let go i will b happie lor... but sae is easlier den done... xin fu shi she me? wat is e term by happiness? mi wan HIM 2 luv mi again... a relationship tak 2 ppl in it de... wat's e use of oni 1 is alive in e relationship lei? it hurts mi so much 2 noe tat i care 4 u so much but u jus didnt care... wat 2 do lei den? ai yo... hao xiang ni... zhen de hao xiang ni... wo hao sha... all i wan is HIM n no1 else le... ai yo 150daes le... but we r still lyk tat... tink we r e zui shou xi de mo shen ren ba... 2 lyk sum1 is tak oni a few mins but it taks a few yrs 2 4get sum1 u really luv alot lor... xin fu shi yao zi ji zhen qiu de?! do miracles really happen in tis world? wo men de yuan fen jiu ting zai zhe li ma? nan dao wo men zhi ke yi zuo peng you ma? tat's all wat we r den... y life is lyk tat de... i miss n luv HIM la...2dae wear workin clothes kana suan by mi de sch guys... sae mi tis n tat lor... ai yo nearly cry lor... endure them veri long liao lor... stupid guys la... hate them disturbin mi lor... sumtimes jus wish they jus shut up n keep their comments 2 themselves lor... stupid la... ya after all 2dae is oso e release of o levels results... lulu goin jc n chun hou goin poly studyin business lor... dun 4get mi k... haha... still mus help mi maths lei... haha... miss havin u guys by mi de side lor... teachin mi a n e maths lor... i noe is hard on u guys but thanks lei... always rmb wat u guys did 4 mi... k... jia you lor u all hav different lives frm nw on le... n mi tis yr o... i will do mi de best de nt 2 disappoint u guys de... tak care lor... mus miss mi lei u all...left her words here
