Friday, March 03, 2006 Y 8:56 PM
2dae went 2 watch big momma hse 2 lor... so damn funny la... haha... went watch wif lulu lor... haha... quite fun la 2dae went out wif him... haha... i had fun wif him... i bully him he bully mi... but i bully him more lor... haha... sry... =) anyway i dunno y suddenly i miss HIM lei... i cnt help it la... everydae i at least gt 1 pro de lor... haha... so wat rite... haha... nw den i realise tat i m growin... veri soon takin mi de o liao le... i m scare lor... time passes 2 fast le...i oso dunno y i hav e fear inside mi... i m scare... i dunno y... hw's HIM doin ar? ai yo... haha... almost half a yr le... i waited 4 almost half a yr le... but... nth happen... 170daes... is e longest i hav waited lor...but izit worth it 2 wait 4 HIM ma? after 3 yrs... we cum back 2gether again lor... graduated 2oo2 lor... but 2oo5 we were 2gether again but spilt again le... sad rite... mi de life is lyk tat de... no feelin was all HE sae as a reason... no other reasons... yi bei zi xin fu de yue ding... i still luv u... but i oso hav ask myself tat whether i really still luv u ma... i hav learn my lesson le... nv 2 wait 4 ppl de reply... i gt alot of tings 2 tell u but i cant sae them out 2 u... bu yao shou ni ai wo ni xiang wo ru guo ni de xin li mei you na me zuo... i m so unhappy in band lor... band is sumwhere which is so freakin stupid lor... i dun care whether u all lyk it or nt... band sux... n dun ask mi y... e dae u found ur sum1 special is e dae i really lost u... n i will nv dream of havin u back... all i will do is 4get u bit by bit by den... but's e last ting tat i wan it 2 happen lor... i still rmb tat u sae tat u wun dun wan mi de... coz u oso luv mi... u 4gt tis le ma? 4 e 14daes u sae u luv mi... but actual u dun... i learn 2 grow up le... mi de heart hurts... i jus feel tat time jus stop... n go back 2 e date1sept 2oo5 lor... n jus stop dere... thanks 4 all e care u gav mi durin tat 14daes lor... xie xie ni de 'ai'... but i wan 2 sae is i luv u n wantin u 2 cum back... i noe u wun read mi de blog de lor... k la i end here...*wo zhen de zhen de hao ai ni*left her words here
