Tuesday, March 07, 2006 Y 9:28 PM
can time really help in doin e healin job ma? mi de heart oni u can do e healin le... i miss u... 174daes... i noe i m silly but wat 2 do lei... studies cum 1st... but wat's e pt of studyin when we jus study 4 e sake of studyin den... ai yo... 4get it ba... nt mine will 4ever nt b mine de... mine will always b mine no matter wat... lao gong... tat is wat i use 2 call u de lor... ai yo... watever lor... tings wun b e same le... nv again will it b e same le... nv will i hav u back in mi de life le... mayb single will b beta den anyting else ba... dun giv up on fate?! every1 r changin... even mi... HIM changed le ma? bu yao shuo ni ai wo ni xiang wo ru guo ni de xin li mei you na me zuo... do miracles happen? izit true? waitin mak mi feel numb of mi de feelin lor... i dunno hw m i feelin lor nw... where's mi de heart? i dunno... is HE fine? mayb is fate tat wan us 2 b lyk tis de lor... i hav always believe tat mi n HIM gt nohappie de... nw i really agree n believe in it totally lor... i tot i cld change fate but i cant... i tot i can control mi de own fate own destiny... but i m wrong... ya really wrong lor...stop flirtin in front of mi... u tink u veri pretty meh? all u do is flirt n act cute lor... plz la... all u do is flirt wif him in front of mi... tink u veri clever meh? watever lor u... lyk him jus sae lor if u wan... i dun care le... bitch... u tink u veri gd ar... haha cum on la... u gd till where lor... omg lor... i admit tat i m more petty den u k... i admit tat... i m petty... k... watever u tink... watever u sae abt mi i dun care le.. u jus sux la... so disgustin lor... i dun care u goin 2 complain 2 e whole world abt wat i hav sae abt u... i dun care... i dun giv a damn 2 it... jus accept e fact tat u sux big time k... ppl nt scare u lor... they oni giv in 2 u oni lor... they giv u face oni la... dun b so proud lor... haha... watever la u... i hate u... i m no longer e sarah tat u noe le lor... every1 change rmb... seriously if nt 4 sum ppl u already hav no frenz le... i m speakin e truth... hu cares abt u lor... flirt wif him 4 all u wan... act cute wif him 4 all u wan... i nt goin 2 care le... wat 4 i care lor... flirt... bitch... tat's u... i dun care u goin 2 sae mi back coz e fact tat u r flirt n a bitch... dun treat mi so gd 1 min n e next cold 2 mi again lor... mak mi so sad oni... i hav 2 much scar le... dun wanna b hurt le la... is veri painful lor... it seems easy 4 u but mi lei... hav u ever tink hw i feel ma? i oso hav feelin de lor... u oso noe i veri emotional de lor but... seems 2 understand mi so much after u dun understand mi at all hao bu hao lor... u noe nth abt mi at all lor... ai yo... watever la... i m immune le... dun feel anyting le... perhaps is bcoz bein hurt way 2 much le ba... thus causin mi 2 b lyk tat lor... haha... wat 2 do... haha... time do e job... n ended up lyk tis... left her words here
