Sunday, March 12, 2006 Y 9:16 PM
fri we hav our ultimate deyian challenge race lor... we did e biathlon lor... is a dragon boat race n a long distance run... guess wat zeus which is mi de team mi de hse won e loweer sec gers n both upper sec gers n guys de... so cool rite... haha... i m so happie tat we won... I HAV WON LEI... haha... our team cum in 1st 4 e dragon boat race lor... gd rite... i m so happie tat i complete e race... in e end mi de hse zeus won e overall hse champion lor... haha... 4 e 1st time lor... haha... 2 happie le la... happie happie... =) anyway ytd jus went 2 haudy hse lor... actually wan bbq de but den e bbq pit cnt use den we cook... i cnt believe tat i acutually cooked lor!!! haha... seriously man... i nv do hsework at hm de lor but i go dere i did lor... omg lor... haha... sian lor... so tired lor... i learn hw 2 play mahjong lor... haha i oni game twice... sian lei... ai yo... veri lousy lor... haha... veri tirin lei... i pon tution lor... haha 4 e 1st time lei... ai yo... we watched final destination3 lor... is lyk omg so gory lor... c already hor wa so disgustin lei... ai yo... nt scary la actually...anyway i feel numb lor... i miss HIM la... i wan HIM la... ai yo... can i ever get HIM out of mi de mind ma? if i get HIM out of mi de mind i will b less stress le... so long ever since e last time i tok 2 HIM on fone le lor... i really wan 2 tok 2 HIM b4 i go 4 mi de camp lor... but is impossible 1 i noe... i can still noe wat is dream n reality lor... mayb wat i feel 4 HIM nw is a crush le... but when i tell myself tat i dun luv HIM anymore mi de heart breaks... heartache is all i feel lor... ai yo... wo hao xiang nian ni lei... mayb fate doesnt wan us 2 b 2gether ba... ai yo... shld i jus ren ming ma? or wat? i dunno la... after all shld i ren ming? ai yo... wat shld i do den? i noe i shld 4get but it jus seems so hard... so hard...*wo ai ni ke shi wo bu neng shuo chu lai**wo zi neng mo mo de an nian ni ba**ai ni ai de hao xin ku wor**ke neng wo bu yin gai ai shang ni**shi wo de cuo qiu ai shang ni ma*left her words here
