Wednesday, March 01, 2006 Y 5:56 PM
haha... ai yo mi de studies hav been veri poor lor... mi de sci ar... cnt mak it liao la... ai yo really hav 2 work veri hard lor... haha... den abt HIM lei... i oso dunnno le... HIM ar... hw's HE lei? i dunno...HE is leadin his life i m leadin mi de life... but it seems lyk i m still livin in mi de memories ba... 4gettin HIM is nt easy... when u lyk sum1 4 veri long... so long tat it seem so hard 2 4get him le... band ar... i really hate band nw... dun ask mi y n dun bother 2 force mi 2 sae it out... it sux big time la... wa piang man... it's nv fun anymore le... every1 is puttin on tat mask 2 band lor... no1 is truthful le... hu is real hu is fake... no1 noes expect e person lor... y life hav 2 bcum lyk tat... u changed our lives... is all bcoz of u... u n nobody else... i really dunno wat 2 sae abt u le...i wan 2 add on smth which is if HE were 2 hav a stead plz tell mi can... i dun wan 2 b kept in e dark lor... i wan 2 noe... sad will b but is beta 2 find out early den late lor... wat if i happen 2 noe lei... den so nice is near o levels lei... plz dun keep mi in e dark hao ma... even if HE found his sum1 special rite... i will bless them de... cheng jing yong you is already gd enough 4 mi... when i went 2 j8 2dae n wan 2 tak bus hm i instantly tink of HIM lor... ai yo... y... hav i 4gotten HIM liao ma... when can i 4get abt HIM le...i hate myself... e 1 tat i m nw... life will nv b e same again le lor... every1 change when time pass... sum1 told mi tis... n i will rmb tis 4 life... 168daes le... *tings wun b e same anymore le...**ppl change as time passes**mayb we r nt meant 4 each other ba**cant i hav u back again ma*left her words here
