Friday, November 16, 2007 Y 12:19 AM
i'm so sad nw.. sobz.. i jus feel lyk cryin rite nw.. wat e hell man.. i noe i shld nt hav called u so late la.. ok it's my fault la.. but hw can u actually fell alsp while waitin 4 my call.. dunno la.. fine u r tired ok.. but i jus cant help feelin so disappointed la.. i still gt my family pro nt yet tell u n u actually left mi alone here feelin so helpless.. k u r tired i shld nt blame u ok.. we havent even tok abt ltr n u already slp le.. k la ur lesson early ma.. sobz.. i dunno wat more 2 sae le.. my mum is so bias.. can scold mi 4 half an hr non stop coz of my bro.. wat e.. i dun wan 2 care le la.. nobody cares abt mi de.. i'm jus nobody 2 any1 ok.. sobz.. NOBODY OK MIND U!! damn emo la recently.. dunno la.. family oso lyk tat.. den he 2dae oso lyk tat.. u said u wun leave mi behind de.. but u jus did.. i dunno la.. i sumhw wish tat i can jus heck care everyting lor.. so i wun b so sad or little stuff.. wat's wrong wif mi.. y everyting i do is wrong de.. y lyk tat.. my mummy is lyk tat.. my frenz lei.. sumhw feel tat i'm a transparent person la.. my opinions r nt impt de.. y shld i even speak up.. n when i speak up do i get my rights n opinions across or heard? NO I DUN!! sobz..i jus wanna b alone 4 nw.. leave mi alone ba.. dun ask mi wat happen coz honestly mi myself i oso dunno wat happen 2 mi lor.. sobz.. sry tat i always throw my temper at u.. i noe u been my ventin anger machine lor.. sry.. but i really cant help feelin damn sad rite nw.. i jus wanna cry la.. sobz.. tat's all 4 2dae ba ppl.. goin 2 wet my pillows le ltr.. =) nobody's wif mi nw.. i'm all alone feelin sad,, tak care ppl.. nitex n slp well..*i'm jus so sad**but i still luv u alotz**tat's y i feel so disappointed*left her words here
